In between the darkness there are rays of light that shine through, it is just waiting for these small glimpses to find a way through these moments. Sometimes we have to create the light ourselves it doesn’t always find us. In a way this describes my life at the moment.
There is a lot of light that is shining into all of our lives, a lot of change that is happening. I am having to reshuffle my routine in the day which is not bad thing. But with everything happening so fast sometimes I feel lost in this new way of living. It is unsettling for me but it is healthy and positive. This is what I have been hoping and searching for, for years.
I never knew how things would look or turn out. So, in some aspects I am elated and on the others side my inner child is struggling to process and cope with the change. When I take a step back and remove my own feeling from the situation, this is an amazing opportunity for us all to grow, develop and move on which has had to stay on the back foot over the last couple of years.
It has felt for so many years as if a cloud of rain has been constantly pouring on me and now that the sun it beginning to shine through, I just don’t know how to deal with it. Life is about growing and learning, I think that we continue to do this throughout our whole lives. I think that we come into this world unaware and as we grow, we become wiser and more knowledgably. Life is about learning from our mistakes and improving as a person with the outlook to make a small change in the world.
I just don’t know what this year has in offer for us all. The more sun that starts to shine into our lives and the people close to us, surely this is a good thing?
Sometimes we have to look at our lives and realise that things could be a lot worse. There are many people who don’t have the love and support I do. The concern and care that is shown to me daily.There are so many things I am grateful for, sometimes we just need to sit in the moment and be mindful of this.
The wind of change are coming, so I have to learn to fly up in the jet stream.