Finding A Voice Between The Silence

I have tried, a hundred times to tell you that I am scared But you keep on walking away Into the darkness, away from our love You cover your ears hoping that I will disappear away from your world, into another universe I have said a hundred times that my mind cascades when I look […]

I have waited years to utter these words I have spent years screaming inside my soul I have let the river of tears pour from my eyes I have begged others to love me I have listened to the lies that have been spilt on the floor I heard them all before I have written […]

The tide pulls me into the ocean The ocean surrounds me now As I go into the unknown The water is my new home Where I left long ago As I float away from you We have grown apart, but we knew that from the start You watch me go into the distance like I […]

I have been silent over the winter period Too scared to hollow my voice into the darkness Too worried to break free from my mind But, this time I decided I have to try Even if, I am broken Even if, I cry for a lifetime Even if, my mind decides to die I will […]

I always knew this day would come Where our two different forces would collide Whilst I watched from the sideline I have tried to find some compromise Yet the ground has subsided between you and me The sound of rain rings in my ear The heat of the fire burns my face My skin crawls […]

Look up child, I know that you are scared I have tread through these waters before; you were even born  I know you choose to look to the ground, but you miss all the beauty all around    Look up child, I know your eyes have seen the world during it’s darker times  But I […]

The devil came and took you away  Now all the goodness is gone from you now  I am not proud that I didn’t scream aloud to eliminate the darkness from your soul  Now you are surrounded in thorns   I wish I could go back to when you were born  I would have protected you […]

My legs are quivering in panic  But I am still static  I am trying not to look manic  If I had cladding, I will create a barrier between the world and myself  In doing so to cover my particulars of imperfections  I have spent years trying to find the answers  I have searched every mountain […]

I stopped writing for a while Convinced that the words I wrote were meaningless And the words would fall off the page My thoughts would be erased as quick as this paper being ripped from this book If my words remained They would be deconstructed and twisted to fit someone else’s personal story The narrative […]

Maybe my words are just empty spaces Leaving me without a trace I don’t know how long I can take Another remake of this place The levels of life make me question why You decided to come into my life Even time, the earth feels stable I have to hide under the table Your volcanic […]